Monday, November 21, 2011

English 11 Assignment #2: Love?

       Love is like that new, cool slang everybody starts using. After a period of misuse and prolonged exposure to mainstream media it is devalued, made trite and trivial. The term “love”, as defined by our oh-so-reliable overlord, Google, is “an intense feeling of deep affection” or “to feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment” . Over many years and through continued abuse “love” has decayed into something disgustingly bland and generic. “Ohmigosh Roxanne, I totally LOVE your new boots.” Do I really express feelings of intense passion for dead animal membrane? What does it mean when I claim to love both my car and my wife? Am I really romantically or sexually interested in my personal method of transportation, however sleek and stylish it may be? Perhaps. Do I consistently express “intense feelings of deep affection” to my wife? Perhaps not.

       Love, like many of the various forms of slang and cursing one might surprisingly encounter on an excursion to the local elementary school located in a nice, reputable neighbourhood, has been “dumbed-down” and streamlined, designed for widespread use regardless of the occasion. It can be thrown lightly to defuse a potentially lethal case of domestic violence, or to awkwardly acknowledge the departure of that obnoxious fourth cousin whom you would (hopefully) never see again. In its current diluted, pathetic, iteration love is just another corny word. So next time, when you feel obligated to tell someone what you think of them, buy them a present (or punch them in the face, depending on how highly you think of the people in question). After all, talk is cheap, but material objects are not.


To those who are still reading despite the conspicuous, cheesy, closure of the rant:
Please, send me your credit card numbers and bank PINs.
Thanks.
I love you.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

English 11 Assignment #1: Physical vs Sedentary


With my blatant reluctance to accomplish any task that requires effort it is hardly surprising that I live a life of excessive lethargy. At most, I experience only 2-3 hours of physical activity a week. This can be attributed to the lack of energy generally associated with sleep deprivation. It is rather difficult to be effective academically or otherwise, with only a few hours of sleep a day. Between school and attempted sleep I have little energy or motivation to attempt anything physically or mentally demanding, and suffer from permanent case of ringed eyes.

Also I'm a narcissistic, self-centered, whining, self-deprecating brat.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

To Kill a Mockingbird Assignment

To Kill a Mockingbird
(Language Arts Assignment)
“Scout’s Journal”
Entry #1
Dear Diary,
Calpurnia bought you for me so that I could “expand my vocabulary to a size appropriate for my upbringing.” Now I don’t have the darnedest clue what she meant, but whatever Calpurnia says is law, or that’s what’s been scolded into me after so many years. I wish she treated me better, the way she treats Jem and Atticus and all them houseguests, and even Dill, my new friend. Today he just climbed o’er the fence like it was public property, slung over the wire smug as a bug. He introduced himself and starting strutting around, all high n’ mighty, boasting ‘bout his Mississipi moving pictures and his readin’ skills. He even suggested we go over to mean ol’ Mr. Radley’s house, the Radley Place. Everybody knows Boo haunts the basement, moaning and groaning, all swathed with chains and the like. I think Dill’s crazy, but Jem gave him the A-OK, so I guess he’s okay with me as well.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Creative Writing Assignment #2

                
Boys and Girls Sequel
 I did not realize, until much, much, later, how serious and consequential my father’s casual dismissal would turn out to be. Those four words would become the catalyst for something bigger, something inconceivable, something that would be the final nail that would wedge the family apart.        
Tense and awkward silences plagued the first few days afterwards as I struggled to cope with the horrid monotony of everyday life. I was humiliated, and rightfully so. My way of life had been flipped; the status quo overthrown.                                                                                                                                            
The family’s new attitude towards me hindered my already sluggish path to recovery. It was like a candle had been lit, illuminating some parts while shrouding others. Laird, like all of us, was changed by the experience, but for the worse. He became snide and smug, and made it his objective to persistently harass and provoke me. I was inferior in his eyes, bowed low on the rank s of the family hierarchy. Despite the constant hazing my father would not discipline Laird. My father, in his “infinite wisdom” thought that it would be best if the son and the daughter of a family were taught their places.                 
Father, forever watching, forever alert, forever disapproving, had gone back to ignoring me. Before, however, there was still a fatherly air around him. The limited attention he gave me made me idolize him even more, a ignorant puppy begging for attention. Now he wore icy stares and grim smiles, granite heart firmly shutting me out. He was not unlike the unyielding scarecrows in the neighbouring fields, gaunt, leering faces adding unease and a sense of worthlessness to the atmosphere.                                         
Mother was no better. She was never a bold woman, preferring to let Father make the choices and decisions. She would never complain, never argue and always yielded to the orders of others. However, she and I had always been close, and I had expected my mother to give advice, or at least lend a comforting hand. I turned to her, but she turned away. I was wrong.                                                                       
The caring demeanour she put on was an act, a fraud. She was self-centred and selfish only sought for me to stay at home so I could do the “women’s’ work” for her. She did not care about my future and my welfare, or for the family. She only cared for herself. Life as a fox farmer’s wife was difficult, and it had slowly smothered her from within. She became a husk of her former lively self, a decaying shell, devoid of emotions. I realized what was happening; she was becoming like Father.


*****
               



“We need to talk about you.”                                                                                                                                                    
I leaped at the first words I had heard all week. Startled and flushed, I scanned for the source of the surprising, yet welcome sounds.                                                                                                                                                           
“I feel you haven’t been contributing much to the family,” croaked my father, voice box gears creaking and groaning with age and nicotine build-up. I could imagine components clothed in dust and cobwebs from underuse whirling and clicking in place with difficulty, struggling to compensate for my father’s gruff and unnatural tone. “Go to the barn.”                                                                                                                               
Now my father was not a straight-forward man, but whatever order grunted from his mouth was law, and disobedience was a death sentence. “O-O-Okay.” I managed to stammer out.                                  
I shuffled out the door, headfirst plunging into a swirling mass of snow, a vast ocean of winter air. Father silently plowed ahead, indifferent to the otherworldly cold. I heard my own voice pick up, crack, then die away, muffled by the snowstorm. I wisely decided to shut my mouth until we reached the barn, snow not being nutritious, nor appetizing.                                                                                                                    
As I cautiously crept into the barn, the snowstorm raging behind me, my eyes picked out two other figures in the low light. Laird and my mother were standing in the corner, eyes shadowed by black bird-like hooded cloaks.                                                                                                                                                                    
“I’m sorry,” my father rasped, not sounding sorry at all.                                                                                                
“Wha-?“ I managed to blurt out, as there is few one can do when one is suddenly gagged and tied to a pole. My eyes rolled to the side, trying to analyze who my attacker was before my family came to the aide. I crumpled to the ground as I saw my assailants face. It was my father.                                                     
I immediately teared up, not from the strikes to the face as I screamed out obscenities, betrayed in the worst way, nor from the painful way my hands were coupled with the pole. I was confused, helpless, and I could not think straight.                                                                                                                                                                
My eyes pleaded with my brother and mother for help, but they stood steady, no emotions showing.                                                                                                                                                                                                  
“You’ve outlived your usefulness,” my father scraped. “I cannot afford to keep you in this family.”                                                                                                                                                                                                                         
I started at him, my mind not comprehending the absurdity of his statement. My own family did not want me, and somehow decided that the best way to get rid of me was murder.                   
My father slowly and methodically loaded, cocked, then raised his gun to my forhead.                                       
For some time nobody said anything, then Laird said matter-of-factly, “She’s crying.”                                    
“Never mind,” my father said. He spoke with resignation, even good humour, in an insane, deluded sort of way, the words which absolved and dismissed me for good.                                                                 
“She’s only a girl.”

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Creative Writing Assignment #1

The Metaphor

What is a metaphor?
A metaphor is
Not a simile
Not a comparison using like or as
Not a white picket fence
Straight, level, isolated
In a field of weeds bounded by
Thorny bushes and barbed wire

A metaphor is
An enthusiastic child
Bloated from energy and joy
Eyes wide, eager to please
Bounding, leaping, floating,
It is a butterfly
Released from its cocoon
Tentatively testing tear-specked wings

A metaphor is
A flamboyant dress
Frosted hot pink lipstick
A cascade of golden curls
It is
The anchor that tethers one to school
The legal drug
Something that stops a school bus
It is
Betrayed

What is a metaphor?
A metaphor is.